I hate how you do this to me.
Play mind games.
One minute you're in love head over heels wanting to see me all the time. The next you don't even text me back. Like what else are you doing. It takes 5 seconds to be like hey babe I'm busy. Yet it takes you 5 hours to reply.
No I'm not trying to be crazy but when you're obviously on social media it's hard to. Not overthink. Like what is he doing who's he talking to. You make me feel stupid. My friends, my coworkers all don't want us together. You don't try to talk to my friends. You avoid them at all costs. But why? What are you hiding? They all say you're cheating or something. But I just can't believe that. I'm going insane thinking about this. Bevause if we break up I'll be lost. I love you. I don't want to lose you if you're not doing anything wrong. But I don't want to be stuck in something thats not gonna work. Being single isn't my first choice but I don't need someone that's not showing they care. Well you do show it but only right when I get balls to be like fuck this. Then you text me saying you love and miss me and it makes me forget it all. What do I even do.
I wish you would just tell me how you feel, do you love me? Do you care at all? Do you see how much you don't answer me, lol obviously you do. Who am I kidding. But when we're together you're always on your phone. All these red flags are coming up but I just let it go. All things I should be taking into consideration. But I can't. I'm stuck. Bevause I don't give up on people. And I don't want to give up on you,
On love.
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New Struggles
PoetryJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...
