Losing you wasn't apart of the plan
Well it was
But not my idea
Everyone hates us together
They say you're a cheater
Yeah I second guess it
Finally we broke up
Now I lay in bed talking to all these guys
But you
They aren't you.
I wish you didn't act so different now
That's what killed us
But no one ever made me smile and laugh as much as you did.
You did things no one would have done for me.
We went to get fish lmao
Like what guy just randomly does that?
Because I'd love to know.
Yeah everyone knows the bad things because that's what I talk about the most
Because it bothers me.
Not because there isn't good things.
There are plenty.
You support me and my dreams
My happiness is important to you
You're goofy with me
We argue about stupid shit
Just shit water isn't wet!!!
And fish are like humans!
No one gets it.
I been losing you,
Well I lost you now.
No matter who I'm with I wish it was you.
When someone hugs me or calls me pretty I wish it was you.
When someone stares at me,
I wish it was you.
Out of everything I wish it was you.
But life doesn't come with a reset button. I'll live with what I did, what I said. I'll swallow my pride and push forward
Without you by my side.
I feel like you're better without me.
But no one listens, so many people.
Left in the silence and the words I said suffocating me.
Trying to pick up all the pieces of the person I was and the person I fell in love with.
* sorry for not updating a lot lately. I just been dealing with a lot of things. And working a lot. But I promise I'll try to keep up more much love guys stay strong you're never alone *
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New Struggles
PoesieJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...
