The title literally has nothing to do with what I'm writing about. Just didn't really know what to name this. Well, yesterday I talked to an old friend/lover. And when I say I could see the stars in his eyes I would not be exaggerating. They were beautiful. I missed talking to him about hockey and how much he loved it. Our conversations still short and barely there but, I have hope that we can become friends again. I know I fucked him up bad. This one was my fault. He steady throws shade at me when I talk about my relationship now. But I deserve it. I'm going through what I put him through. Probly the worst Karma i could ever get dished out but I do deserve it. I just wish that one day him and I can cut all the bullshit that happened between. Us out and be friends again.
I'm not saying what happened between us was bull shit. But we need to set that aside and forget about it. No. Matter how much we either loved it or hated it it needs to go. We had good times and bad times but we need to. Start over. And honestly it sounds amazing if we could. Just be friends and support each other.
I know you know that I'll never forget that nickname. I hope you think about it and wonder, wonder why.
Why you gave it to me, remember that I will always keep it close to my heart 💕
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New Struggles
Thơ caJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...
