Kinda don't know where I'm at,
Not physically.
But mentally.
I'm here, obviously
For all you smart asses out there.
Curious on how I got to this place.
Looking around in my mind I don't recognize anything.
All these feelings were never here before
All the emotion coming out all at once.
Sadness mostly. How did I love you?
That damn song came on the radio and I lost it
Had nothing to do with us,
But the lyrics hit home quick.
I fucking hate you dude
Wish I could go back and never even talk to you.
Never look at you like I did.
I looked at you and saw what I wanted.
Then found out that, you weren't shit, like I said at the beginning as a joke.
Funny how that happens jokes become reality.
Kinda like how you talked about me,
A joke.
Someone who meant nothing it seemed.
I wondered why you got so rude towards the end.
Then you said you did it bc you wanted me to break up with you.
Anyone that knows me knows I don't give up.
So I tried,
And tried.
Untill it broke me.
YOU ARE READING
New Struggles
PoetryJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...
