Why?
Why do I always have to have a reason for my actions?
Why can't I just do something because I wish to?
It always has some bigger meaning to other people. If I leave it's because I wanted to. If I want to delete my social media it's because I wanted to. Nothing I do revolves around anyone else.
Why?
Why can't I just not hurt anymore?
Why do I just hurt everyone around me 24/7?
Why can't they respect my wishes that I just don't wanna talk to anyone?
I'm happy.
Well, as close to happy as I'll ever get and I'm cool with that.
Everyone thinks I'll be so much happier with them.
Two people from my past constantly say it.
One in person and the other through apps.
Why can't I just live and learn from my mistakes if this relationship is gonna burn?
I don't need a constant reminder of the past.
No I don't forget but I want to move on with my life. And in the nicest way possible, I wish you would too.
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New Struggles
PoesiaJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...
