Let it go

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Lately, I've been reminded that I need to let go.
But why is it so hard?
I want to forget,
Never look back and move on,
Move forward.
But I can't. I keep getting held back.
But I can't figure out what exactly is holding me
It's like I'm stuck in this darkness,
I see the light but it's so far away  
And anytime I get close enough to grab it,
I get yanked back into it farther and farther.
Lately, I can't seem to find the way back to the light
It's getting dimmer and dimmer.
But when I see you, when You hold me sometimes
I can see the light,
not in my mind,
But in your eyes.
I feel the warmth of you,
Of your heart and realize
Realize that maybe it's where I belong,
In your arms,
Looking into your eyes.

This dark place will never be home,
Home is you.
Home is looking at you.

Well I guess this is my update for now, I don't really know how I'm feeling right now. But I guess this is where I'm at. It doesn't make any sense to most but maybe to some it will. At least one person I hope. Have a great day guys and keep pushing through

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