Never thought I'd see the day where someone so young and perfect would take their life away just like that. I should have been there for you. Asked if you were okay. But we always think about what we could have done after the fact, right? Everyone saw the red flags I even did. I was there once. But I made it. You didn't. I wish I could have just told you I love you one more fucking time. Told you that I was there for you anytime. I failed at being there for you. We all did. We weren't close. Honestly we never were but I loved you. I love you I know that no matter jay you're up there for me. Looking down. Weather you're in the sky or next to me or even just over the phone. I'll never forget you. Forget the things you showed me. The artist who gets me through my day. The thing I'll always cherish is you. I love you oh my god. You always lived life like it was the last day but I never thought that day would actually come. But here we are. I know that your life has never been easy. But I tried to be there. But maybe I didn't try hard enough. I should have texted you more. I should have tried to be close. I remember the day me and you and our other cousin and your sister went and got matching vapes. We were all so hyped that we were gonna be the same. I miss the days. We never thought twice. We never seen eye to eye, never been the same at all. But doesn't change that I'll miss you. And honestly still thinking what I could have done. I know that I could have done much. You've been showing signs that you wanted to leave. But no one really showed you wanted you to stay. No we all didn't try hard enough and we should have.
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New Struggles
PoesíaJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...
