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Title doesn't really mean much honestly just a new chapter nothing else.
I've been working a lot lately. And trying to forget a lot too. Days have gotten longer and voices quiet. I'm not sure why things have gotten like this. I just don't wanna talk or be around anyone. I've gotten so far into this I can't stop. I just want to be alone. People come in and out of my life like the seasons. But I can't stop them. They just come for awhile and leave once I have nothing to offer. Some people stayed and for them, thank you. No I don't talk to you guys much but I'm sorry. I'm going through a lot and I just don't wanna talk about it. I hope things do get better soon. I want to be me again. The person who's happy and laughs at everything. I've lost that person though the days and nights and want to be her again. Today I hope is gonna be a good day the rain helps a lot. Maybe I'll go on a drive later and the padder of rain on my windows and sounds of music will calm my mind a bit. But lately so much has been on my mind.
But here's some songs that y'all might like. I've been listening to these on repeat for the past few days.

- Cheating on you by Lacy Cavalier
   Dive by Luke Combs
   Not ok by kygo
   Take away by the chain smokers
   Heartless by diplo
Bruises by Lewis capaldi

Idk why these songs have been helping me drift but that have. Give them a listen or don't it's up to you but they are pretty good to me. Hope y'all have a good day. ❤️

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