' it's 4am and I'm just trying to think how your laugh sounds '
It's 4am and honestly I'm just trying to figure out why I let this happen. Let someone slip away like they were nothing. Make them think that I didn't want to talk to them anymore. Make them think it was easy for me. It wasn't. Always constantly racing through my mind. Wondering if you wonder about me too. How did I get so caught up in the moment and not realize what I was pushing away. How did I let someone get that much of a hold on me to control my life and what I do.
'You know I need you. More than you'll probably ever know, and more than I could ever show you. '
Honestly, I needed you. I needed you for this long. One of the only ones who stuck around through my mood changes and when I disappeared from earth. You understood me. More than I think I ever understood myself. You saved my life and repaired my heart when it was broke. To say I missed you is honestly an understatement. You showed me how a caring person really is. Maybe you broke me down too, but the same person who broke you CAN bring you back up. I don't care what anyone says. It just takes the right person to show you they can change and that they made a mistake.
It's 4am and I'm just wondering why I am in the place I'm in. And why I'm not in the place I thought I'd be.
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New Struggles
PoésieJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...
