So I've had a lot of time to reflect on my life. Been on the road for about 20 hours so I've had a lot of time to figure out myself and what I need. I never realized how toxic I am. Maybe I'm just overthinking myself. But I'm not a good person. I hurt people around me daily. I don't intend to. But I do. I'm bipolar and change my mind so often I can't keep up with myself. In the process of me changing my mind I hurt people around me. I can't help it though. Maybe they understand how I am by now. Maybe they dont. I've been thinking about a lot of things about myself. Just like who do I wanna be. Who do I wanna be remembered as. Do I wanna be the person who was always there for everyone and cared? Or what. Like this topic is heavy on my mind lately and I'm kinda scared about it all. Like if I asked my friends and family how they would remember me what would they say? It honestly worries me. I don't wanna be remembered for my mistakes. I want people to remember me for the good times and all the smiles. But I guess that's all I got to say lol. Just needed to get that off my chest really quick.. .
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New Struggles
PoetryJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...
