I never thought it would be so hard.
My dad being back in my life.
I thought it would be different right.
Him trying to make it right. Like most would do. But it's getting worse. Anytime something happens it's my fault. No matter what it is. I don't know how much of this i can really take anymore.
I thought the tears were done. But it's not even close. Because I find myself again crying because this time my dad said it's my fault. The reason why they fight or when he leaves. That I'm the reason he left to begin with. And that is something I know is not true. He made this decision and it wasn't because of me. I didn't make him do drugs or fuck a whore. But I'll always be the one that's unwanted and blamed for everything. Makes me think I'd be better off without parents and better off alone by myself.
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New Struggles
PoetryJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...
