So far away from home.
Thinking what I really need
And what I don't.
Yeah I want things
But they're no good for me.
First off, I wanted a stress free week right?
Just left for my 13 hour drive
And what happens?
A text from you starting another fight.
Think it's funny we don't fight for Hellas then as soon as I leave to go on vacation you start this.
You wanna fuck around?
Do it.
Leave me.
I'd be better off it seems.
I love you. Been going with you for awhile now.
But it's so unsteady.
I need something strong.
To help me stay up.
But you
You bring me up.
Just to throw me down in the dirt harder.
Manipulating me.
Everyone tells me to leave. You're not worth it they say.
He's just like my ex they say.
He's gonna hurt you worse one day.
He's gonna use his fist when he sees his words aren't hurting you enough.
But I ignored it.
Again.
Because I feel you can change. I'm giving you the benefit of the doubt.
This week, without you.
Gonna show me, who's really there.
Who checks up on me.
Who just hits me up to see how the weeks going.
God please let this week give me the answers. 🙏🏼
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New Struggles
PoesíaJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...
