I can't do this anymore. Constantly accused of anything and everything. Woke up to an argument again. You were kissing me last night when I was sleeping. You asked me who was kissing all over me last night, I said I didn't know. I'm half asleep and you talk to me. If I'm sleeping obviously I'm not gonna be coherent. But I'm still the bad guy because ' I must have someone else' I would never cheat on you. You did me dirty many times. Was always a second choice until I told you I'm done unless it's just me. Yeah you changed. But now you accuse me daily. What do I do wrong honestly? I go to work everyday, with you every second of every day unless I'm at work. I'm so stressed out about you. I don't know how to get it through to you that I'm not doing anything to hurt you. I've been loyal for a long ass time. Never did anything to deceive you. Make you think I was out dogging. I don't understand. But I'm blessed to have you. You make me happy when we don't argue. I love you but you're putting me through all this shit for nothing. Idek anymore. I just want it all to stop. The accusations. The crying. The stress. I just pray that it will get better.
Just needed to update I guess. Lot on my mind about this. Now I have to go into work so have a great day guys. ❤️
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New Struggles
PoesiaJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...
