What I would do just to hear you sing again.
The stupid remixes you did to make songs about me. The stupid songs I can't get out of my head because of you. The songs you'd send me snaps of you singing to make me smile on my bad days. Every time I hear that song I hear your voice not the artists.
' Call me at 3am telling me I could be the one oh yeah '
Damn that song still fucks with me lol.
But I can't not listen to it.Short story but just needed to update I guess had that on my mind needed t say it I guess. I have al these thoughts in my head wondering if you wonder about me. Wonder if you think about the memories as much as I do. If when you listen to songs you think about it still. I have so much stress weighing on me right now idk how to deal with it. But I guess the more stress I have the more times I update.
If only everyone on here read your side of everything. They prolly read mine and wonder who I'm writing to. I just hope they read mine and learn that nothing is worth losing someone like you. Someone who never gave up on me.
Someone I could call on and know they'd be there anytime. Someone who was struggling as bad as I was but still offered to get the bill or get me something I needed.Someday, I will be there to grab your tab. I want you to meet my friend the only girl I talk to about everything. She's amazing I swear. Gets me and knows who you are. She read your stories because I showed her. And she too thinks I'm a complete idiot and ik I am.
Still, I... I guess this will all make since eventually.
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New Struggles
PoesiaJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...