Well I guess today the day I have to put myself first.
Finally show everyone I can do that.
No matter if it hurts me too it's what has to be done. I can't give up on myself anymore. And keep myself locked in. I have the keys to get out and it's fine to be free again. To let myself be who I want to be without fearing being alone.
I've tried 4 times in the past 5 days to do this. But I keep fumbling the keys when I see your eyes tear up. It tears me apart. Because I do love and care about you. But it's too much stress to much yelling and fighting. I'm done fighting. Yeah people fight but everyday constantly at each other's throat. That's not healthy. It's taking a toll on me and It needs to stop.
So I'm sorry that you'll wake up to that. But it's what I have to do. I hope you understand.
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New Struggles
PoesiaJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...
