Lately I've been distancing myself a lot from people. No matter where I go I feel I don't fit in. I transferred stores at my job a few months ago. At first it was awesome, I was getting more hours and making more money. But slowly I started hating the people I worked with. They just made me feel like an outsider. Honestly I don't fit in there. I feel everyone just don't listen to anything I have to say at all. The first store I worked at was amazing, I still work there but not as much as I want to. They are my family. I've met people there that are my best friends and I feel like I'm losing them. I know I'm reality I'm not but I just feel so alone not seeing them everyday. I feel like I annoy everyone with my problems and stuff but I just need to tell someone ya know. I just wish I could go back to the first store I was at. There's been rumors that I will be transferred back and I hope they are true because I hate the new store. People are saying that I don't seem to be happy there and I don't wanna be there and that's 100% correct. I hate it there. You can see it on my cl face when I'm there. People just don't get me there. They don't know me I guess. Idk I'll stop ranting on and on about it. But I just wish I'd stop distancing myself from people who wanna help. It's just hard when you feel like you just annoy the hell outta people. Or maybe I'm just overly emotional right now ugh I just wish it would all stop.
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New Struggles
PoetryJust some entries, some poems, some just plain feelings and rants about things that are going on in my life. I hope you can relate to my struggles, understand that you're never alone. *Will be updating everyday! I might miss a day though, I'm not pe...
