New Struggles

Be Safe 🥺💜

I always hoped you would finally get the courage to do what you wanted in life. No matter what it costed you. I never wanted to see you go but I'm happy you are. You get to start a new life with an amazing group of friends. I can't lie when I say I kept quiet on purpose. I wanted you to move on and finally get what I couldn't give you. I love you so much and I truly hope this move is what you need in life. I know i wasn't the only reason keeping you here so im not gonna act like I was. But I know a small tiny part of it was. And I love that I was, im glad I made an impact on your life where you wouldn't had wanted to leave. This new life you're gonna start is gonna be so much better! You'll meet so many new people and have a new job and hell maybe meet a wonderful woman who gives you everything you always dreamt of!  Truth is I was never gonna be able to be that person for you. You are so perfect and amazing to me but I could never be good enough for you to me. You deserve so much more! And honestly I was planning on moving too, out of state as well. I literally haven't told anyone, not even my mom. But if I take the job I'll be out in Indiana. I'll still be working for the same company just a brand new store they are building. Everyone has different paths in life, it's either gonna bring you closer or rip you apart. I knew if I kept in touch and told you not to go you might not have. And I didn't want to be the reason you didn't follow your dreams when that's all I ever wanted. These changes we both will encounter will be healthy for us. Maybe we'll both be truly happy and feel ourselves and be able to pick up everything that we lost the past years. I love you and I hope you know that! I didn't get a tattoo in memory of you for nothing! I know you're always there even when you're not really here. Safe travels and I hope you stay safe and have fun ❤️
Love K 💜🥺