Therapy: Session 2 [Personal]

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i just threw away all my njhs service hour forms and what does that mean?

it means that i'm fucking done with njhs for life!!

i shouldn't be so happy about quitting a club but i've been in this club for two years and i fucking hated every goddamn moment.

we never got any shit done and no one in the club liked me because it was run by the popular kids and going to all the meetings gave me anxiety.

and i already said this but we never got any shit done. ever. nothing ever happened at those damn meetings except shitty charades and a lot of the same three people talking.

i fucking hated every damn minute. the only reason i was doing it is because my mom did it in high school and it's good for college applications.

but i was ranting to my mom about colleges one day and i mentioned njhs and she said

"if you hate it so much then just quit. colleges look for so many other things and it's your life and you shouldn't do it if you hate it"

so i'm fucking quitting and i've never felt better about quitting something.

fuck you national junior honor society. i'm fucking done with your bullshit. fuck you