Therapy: Session 2 [Personal]

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TW self harm

so i have some pretty ~fresh~ self harm scars on my upper arm but i still like to wear short sleeves bc fashion yknow

and anyways

today i wore a shirt and the sleeves were a little short and the scars were kind of peeking out so i decided to cover them with concealer

long story short, it kind of worked but it also kind of didn't

i was thinking and i honestly don't know why i covered them up

like i don't want people to see them,

but i kind of do.

today was the day where i had teachers that don't care about me. if i want somebody to notice the scars and do something about it i should've worn the sleeves tomorrow,

the day where i have three teachers that i think may genuinely care about me.

idk tho

i don't really know how anyone could care about me.

god,

self harm isn't a grab for attention,

but it sure is a cry for help.