Therapy: Session 2 [Personal]

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you know it's starting to get really bad when i'm dreading going to band.

it's my favorite class of all time.

and i've been dreading to have to go.

i fucking hate it but i don't know what there is i can do about it.

i don't know how to deal with hating something that i always used to love.

i want to love it but i can't.

things changed and i can't.

for the moment at least.

all i have to hope is that when this weird mood leaves me, i will love band again.

but until then i am dreading going to band.