Therapy: Session 2 [Personal]

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let's be honest here.

if i killed myself, nothing would change. everything would be better.

my parents wouldn't have to worry about me spending money, so they'd actually be able to go on vacation for once.

my mom could watch her tv whenever she wanted. she could watch whatever and not have to think about whether it would conflict with me or not.

my dad would be able to spend more time with my mom.

all my friends wouldn't have to deal with me. they wouldn't have to worry about me anymore.

my friends could now find better friends rather than have me weigh them down.

my marching band wouldn't have to worry about me doing my responsibilities.

no one at school would even remember me.

sure, some people might be sad for a bit but their pain is temporary. it'll be better for me to be gone permanently.

the world will keep spinning. the oceans will keep moving. the seasons will change.

i think it would be better if i killed myself.