Therapy: Session 2 [Personal]

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haven't done one of these for a while!!

1. the person i like and why i like them
this girl, she's just so pretty and so cute. she loves the environment and bees. she's so talented and her style is amazing. i just, i really really like her personality. her emphasis on self care, her love of poetry, her singing, her music taste, just a lot.

2. a famous person i've been compared to
shit, i have genuinely no idea.

3. 5 things that irritate me about the same/opposite sex
i'm nonbinary so i'll do both!

females:
- some girls are so bitchy
- they tend to be very drama-ful
- girls will call you petty shit
- i compare myself to the pretty ones and then feel bad
- they can use wayyyyy too much perfume

males:
- they run into you in the hallway and don't say sorry
- some of them don't wear deodorant
- or they wear axe body spray (vomit)
- i compare myself to the handsome ones and then feel bad
- they will pretend to care about you

4. the best thing that has happened to me this week
i got a job application and i have an interview on tuesday! i also got to spend an entire afternoon being called nothing but theo and that made me very very happy.

5. weird things i do when i'm alone
talk to myself. so so much. and so so loudly. it's constant and it's narrating literally all of my actions. it's so bad. one time i was home alone for two days and then i had to adjust to leaving my thoughts back in my head.

6. how i'd spend ten thousand bucks
i would go onto gofundme and find as many people deserving of help as humanly possible, and donate to all of them. OH i'd also fly all my internet friends out to my house for a weekend with me

7. things i like/things i don't like about the way i look
like:
- i have some nice freckles
- i think i have nice calves
- i have a pretty nice nose

don't like:
- stomach area
- THIGHS THIGHS THIGHS
- double chin/cleft chin
- my hands
- chubby cheeks
- chubby arms
- everything basically

8. my last night out in detail
two weeks ago. cast party. went to the directors house and had so much fun. ate tacos. pet her really really cute dog. talked about school. talked about crushes. talked about life. went through her old miis. laughed a lot. had so much fun.

9. something that makes me sad when i think about it
the fact that one day everyone i know and love will be gone and completely forgotten. the fact that my favorite actors and musicians and writers will all die during my lifetime. death in general.

10. something i've lied about
calling myself 'she' and my birth name for the past three years

11. would i rather be stranded on an island for a month with someone i hate, or stranded with someone i love for ten years?
person i hate for 1 month. if i'm with only one person for ten years, i will go insane very fast. at least if i'm with someone i hate it will be over within a month.

12. something i'm currently worried about
my ap euro exam on may 8th. it's been my main source of anxiety for two months. also my interview on tuesday

13. not gonna do this one!

14. something i do without realizing
i don't make eye contact, whoops

15. lyrics that apply to my current situation/mood
currently it's been "i'm gonna make it through this year if it kills me" from this year by mountain goats

16. a drunken story
don't have any of those! i'm boring, sorry

17. something i regret
everything from 8th grade. that entire year is just one big source of regret.

18. post a picture

19. my longest relationship
longest and only. six months in eighth grade.

20. paste and post
ahhh, there's nothing copied currently

21. i don't understand this one so i'm going to skip it

22. 5 things i want to change
- my gender
- the world's view on vegetarianism
- world poverty
- the flint water crisis
- the lifespan of dogs (i want to make them as long as human's)

23. my view on being *wattpad* famous
i think it would be cool to be wattpad famous, but then it also becomes a thing where i'm wattpad famous and that's about it. especially since wattpad is typically seen as cringey, especially the fanficition side. so it would be cool, but it's not something i'd want to define me.

24. someone i'd like to be for a day and why
daniel howell! i would love to see how he operates, beyond what he shares with us

25. 5 things within touching distance
- a blanket
- my dog
- a remote
- my water bottle
- my phone charger

and that's all folks! i'll see you on the other side of the internet