Therapy: Session 2 [Personal]

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i know damn well that there are so many things that i have to do.

but yet i do none of them.

i know i have to do 60 hours of driving before july if i want to get my license.

but yet i always avoid driving whenever possible.

i always say that i'm tired and too anxious or that the streets are too busy, but in reality i just don't want to.

i know that i need to clean my room.

but yet i don't.

i know that i need to start exercising and get healthy if i want to feel better.

but yet i can't. (okay this one isn't entirely my fault but i still feel like it kinda is)

i know that i need to talk to people, put myself out there more.

but yet i don't. because i'm scared.

i know i need to write more and make more art.

but yet i don't. because i have zero inspiration or motivation.

i know i need to read more.

but yet i don't. because i don't have the patience.

i could improve my life in so many ways. i can list all the things that i could do to make myself happier,

but i don't want to actually go through with any of them.