I'm exaushted. I was so excited about this weekend. I was ready to relax and have a good fucking time. But then one of my best friends from second grade, tried to make a pass at me. Obviously, was my fault because when I was fucked up over my ex I made some mistakes. As in him. He was my mistake. One of the many I've made this year. And then, I haven't drank in months because I don't really like it anymore. But of course, peer pressure and bullshit and 6 shots later I was on the fucking floor. And THEN, i told one of my good friends my biggest secret and they haven't talked to me since. I'm tired. And even though I have friends and family all around me I'm still alone. It's cuddle season and all I've got is my dog. Guess I'm a dumb bitch now.
