Wow. It's been a while. I haven't thought about posting because I've been to busy trying to hold myself together. Long story short, from now on, I'm not giving a fuck about nobody and nothing. I've got one person I give a fuck about, and even then it's time I stop showing it. Its time to quit being that girl, and start being the girl who has her life together, and who doesn't need a relationship to be happy. It's either make myself happy, or just not be happy. Option 2, is the way my head is gonna start working I guess because fuck I'm all types of upset. Hurt more or less. I work 3 fucking jobs, about to be 4, I barely have time to take care of myself and yet I still make time for certain people who don't deserve it, at my supposed best friend of 13 years, and my family. I'm over it. I'm fucking grown, and this back and forth shit WITH EVERYBODY, is over. Got a problem? That's not my fault. Got some issues you need off your chest? HMU, but don't drag me into it. Tired of my shit? Good bye 👋 I'm over it. Done. I'm tired of being alone but you know what, if that's what it takes to become this strong, powerful woman, then fine. My people know who they are, and they know this ain't about them. 👌🏻👌🏻
