i wonder what it will feel like. When my heart finally gets tired of all of this and my head finally tells my hands to pull the trigger. Will it hurt? Its not like anyone will care. All i get is a chapter in a wattpad story about how awful i am. All i get is broken promises, lies, and a broken heart. Is it so wrong to want happiness? Love? Some form of affection? Doesnt matter. Im alone now. That means I can die in peace. No one will miss me. Its not like anyone loves me.
If i choose to die, which i might at this point, it will be very, vewry easy.
Or i can choose to stay alone for the rest of my life.
Btw,
Secret compartment by your steering wheel.
