I am over dramatic. I overreact at everything. And I overthink constantly. I overlook certain things that I shouldn't. And I overlove people at all times, whether they deserve it or not. I'm broken. I'm scarred. But that's who I am. I cause myself pain all he time and I get really depressed sometimes. But I don't need anyone to point any of those things out because I know. I get it. Stop reminding me about it. I'm working on myself. And I'm proud at the progress I've made. I still freak out, but instead of freaking out and running away, I freak out and take a minute to breathe and gather my thoughts, and then I handle things rationally. I am not for everybody. Not everyone is going to love me. And not everyone is going to like me. But I expect the same respect that I put out, to be given to me in return. I make hasty comments and then I feel bad later. But I'll never apologize for feeling the way I do. I'll never apologize for being upset and I will NEVER apologize for calling someone out for undermining my problems. Everyone has issues. Including me. I'm getting there, very slowly, but I am. It's a long and painful process but I'm fucking doing it. But I'm done caring if people stay or not. I'm slowly falling back into my phase of not giving a fuck and pushin everyone away. And I'm not gonna stop it this time. So. In the words of the great Dustin Lynch: "Love me or leave me alone".
