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FUCK YOU. YOU ARE A FUCKING ASSHOLE. You think I was fucking mean to you? You said I "abused you"??? Are you fucking kidding?? All I did WAS FUCKING LOVE YOU. All I did WAS BUST MY ASS TO TAKE CARE OF YOU. I WAS THE FUCKING MAN IN THE RELATIONSHIP AND I WAS YOUR GIRLFRIEND. You are so so fucking awful. We were supposed to be married A FEW MONTHS AGO. You didn't leave me BUT 10 MONTHS AGO. AND NOW YOUR FUCKING MARRIED??? Was that your plan all along? Were you cheating for longer then I thought? Was your plan to move away and marry her the whole time? WAS THAT YOUR FUCKING PLAN? WAS YOUR PLAN TO FUCKING DESTROY MY HEART AND FUCKING KILL ME?? I tried. Oh trust me. I tried so so many times. But then I realized that you weren't fucking worth it. And you fucking lost buddy. Im hurt but let me tell you, the rage is stronger. I don't fucking love you. I haven't in a minute. I don't think I ever did at this point. So if your plan was to hurt me, lol. It didn't work. All you did was piss me off. I know my worth now. I know who I am. I know how I deserve to be treated. And guess what? The shit you pulled when we were together? That ain't it bud. I know what it feels like to be loved. Not romantically. Not yet. But bitch, on god, your never gonna be happy. The road your on? Good luck with that. Hope you and your "wife" are happy together. Because while y'all are struggling, and living from house to house working part time jobs trying to make it? I'm doing something with my life. I'm in fucking college. I have the most amazing friends in the world, and I know what it feels like to really be in love with someone. I'm gonna be fucking great one day and while your working a dead end 9 to 5 job, with your stay at home wife and no kids, I'm gonna be the fucking owner of my own god damned publishing company, sitting on a stack of hundreds, with a fine ass man on my side and when you come begging me for money,  or help, I'm gonna tell you this...

Do me a favor? Go fuck yourself.

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