I wonder how much more I'm gonna subconsciously fuck up before you finally decide your done. My head doesn't want me to love you and my heart can't think of anything else to do. I'm not trying to ruin everything..it happens naturally..maybe I'm meant to be alone...I'm not meant to destroy people..I'm meant to sit back, and do nothing. Maybe I'm just here to die alone. It makes sense at this point.
