It really hurts when you get lost in your thoughts and you realize the reason you barely have even one friend. People are embarrassed of you. I'm not sure what I do. I'm not sure what I say or how I look, could embarrass another human being. If amything, I embarrass myself. Which, I do. Sometimes I get a little loud..and sometimes I look kinda ew..amd a lot of the time I cry..but i am just me. All I want is to be loved and to feel happy. That's normal isn't it? It's normal to crave that..whats not normal is people hating me, or not wanting to be my friend because of it..
