I am in such a lovey mood right now. Like im cuddling my blanket but im wishing it was a person. Im watching Criminal Minds all by myself and its kinda lonely. Sometimes, your brain will try and trick you and send out warning signals that arent really neccessary. Thats whats been happening with me lately. I have had no reason to be worried or upset. None at all. All i have to do is keep doing what i have been. Keeping loving them, and myself, and trusting that what we want and what we sort of have is very real. Its starnge actually. I feel like im actually in a fairytale. The lonely, lost, and sad princess finally finds her happily ever after. Or at least, we got past the tragic parts of the story. Hopefully, from here on out, its all castles and diamonds and hugs and cuddles and love. Thats what im praying for anyways.
