Your eyes used to be the color of dark ocean water. Filled with sadness and heartache.
Then they were the color of sky. Filled with light and happiness
And now their getting dark again.
Because you began to learn.
That just because I'm a good person.
And because I deserve to be loved.
It doesn't mean you should force yourself to love me
It doesn't mean to force yourself to be unhappy with me.
I'm preparing myself. Just in case. Because I feel it in my stomach. Even though your still here,
I've already lost you.
