Maybe my problem is I'm to accessible. People don't fear losing me because they know I won't leave. But then again if I threaten to leave, it's like no one fucking cares. But I'm getting to the point where I'm gonna stop giving a fuck eventually. I'm gonna stop caring if people leave my life or not and I'm gonna stop caring if people give a damn about me or not. Maybe that's what needs to happen. Maybe I need to stop fucking caring and see where that takes me. And I mean fuck, if I stop caring, when people do end up leaving me, it won't hurt as bad. Right?
