It's been a long road. It's been a long time coming. We've spent 4 years hurting each other. We pushed each other to our breaking points. We've pressed every button the other person has and have destroyed each other completely.
But.
That made room for us to grow. Into new people. I know, personally, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be as strong as I am now. I'd still let people use me, I'd be suicidal every day, I'd hate myself.
But you. You taught me how to love my body and myself. You taught me to be comfortable in my own skin and confident in my soul. You taught me what real and true love looked like.
I'm sorry I couldn't do it. Yes we've both changed. But you can't control how you feel about the new you. I love you and I love who you are. I don't like the person you became. And that's not you're fault. That's on me. That's not you at all. Don't ever think it was.
We just are no longer compatible in any way. And I hate that. Because you were my person. You will always be the only one to know all of my secrets. You'll always be the only person who knows my body and my mind inside and out.
I'll always appreciate everything you've done for me. I'll never forget how much I'll owe you.
He's nice to me. He's gonna treat me right. I think I finally found a good one. So I don't want you worrying about that. You say you won't, but I know you.
I hope you get everything you want out of life. I hope you're nothing but happy from now on. Whatever you're doing and whoever you're with. I hope you're happy.
Maybe in another life.
