Soraru x Mafumafu

Valentine's with Kashitarou-san - Valentine Special (One-shot)

Warning: This is not srmf. Yes, it's an entire fic of only kstk. Bad first attempt. Short.

Happy Valentine's Day.

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"Amatsuki-kun, are you awake?"

It was late at night when Kashitarou-san sent me a message.

I only just got home, and went immediately straight to bath before I made myself food. I was going to bed soon anyway, so I could only have something as light as salad. Not very much fulfilling, but it would have to make do. It was when I was washing up that the message came in.

It was on the countertop next to the sink so I glanced at it, thinking that it was probably just a message from Mafu-kun or something. He always had the tendency to invite friends over at times that were unusually late for some reasons. It often made me wonder if Soraru-san was really okay with it. But it would seem that I didn't have the leisure to think about any of that.

I dropped the plate I had in my hand back into the sink. It landed with a loud crash but thank goodness it was still in one piece.

I quickly cleaned the plates and washed the soap off my hands before I carefully picked up my phone. I could feel my hands tremble, and I thought about how pathetic I was just because of a message from Kashitarou-san.

Okay, alright, I'll admit. It was not just a message but it was also not as if it was the first time he sends me messages either. I guess it had been a while since we last talked which explained this weird nervousness in me. There were people who might have guessed it and people who didn't, but we had been together for some time.

Too long, in fact, I thought to myself.

We never talk anymore. Understandable since our companies had been telling us over and over again to not gather unnecessary attention. We never see each other anymore. Understandable since he always seemed to have work to do. He had been busy. I was too. He had been away. I was too.

I had been feeling lonely for a long time. I wondered if he does too.

It was still a mystery to me, how we never talked about breaking up. No matter how one would look at it, everything between me and him were over. But we never talked about it.

"... What is it, Kashi-san?" I said aloud as I typed the message out on my screen.

The message was immediately read by Kashitarou-san. I took a deep breath as I thought about how he must be looking at our chat room right now. Was he planning to wait until I would send him a reply? Was it okay for me to think that I was still important to him?

"Are you off tomorrow?" Kashitarou-san went straight into the point after reading my message. He then sent me a cute little cat sticker that looks as if it had something it wanted to say.

I smiled.

"Yeah," I sent him a really short and simple reply.

"You've got the entire day off?" he asked.

I sent him a Masamune sticker in response. He stopped replying after that. I wondered if I was being a little too cold with my replies. It wasn't intentional, but I couldn't help but feel sad that the conversation ended just like that. I gulped nervously, and typed on the on-screen keyboard.

"It's Valentine tomorrow,"

There was still no reply.

"I'll drop you the Valentine's chocolate at your door this year too," I continued.