Soraru x Mafumafu

Mine - Chapter 2

Warning: Most of it would be in a First-person perspective!

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"It's raining,"

"It sure is,"

"I have my umbrella with me. Do you?"

"Sadly, no,"

"I can share mine with you, if you don't mind,"

I watched as the high school girl walked under her boyfriend's umbrella, her cheeks tinted pink from his generosity and attentiveness. Her boyfriend smiled shyly at her before taking a step out into the rain, making sure he didn't take strides that were too long for his partner.

It was nice that there were still love as pure and simple as that, and truth be told, I hated watching things like that happen right before my eyes. Just because I knew I will never have it. I was jealous at the couples around me, being able to be together with their loved ones while I don't because I was told that I was polluted by many different men, which made me not at all valuable since the results were irreversible.

It was not as if I wanted things to be this way. Even I would want to live like any other normal guy and wanted to be loved by-

"Mafumafu,"

Someone I loved.

"Soraru-san?!" I exclaimed. I was clearly not expecting his presence in this time of the day, at this kind of place. He never seemed one to be in this district. He held a sky-blue coloured umbrella in his hand, and was in a plain grey, round-necked T-shirt, and a pair of dark leggings; an absolutely normal, everyday casual attire. And yet it got my heart running wild. It was a pretty rare and refreshing sight for me since I had always seen him either in his formal attire, or naked. "Why are you here?"

"My sister called to tell me to get something from this district," he looked over at the bags he had in his other hand, lifting it up a little to show me he just did quite some shopping. When I looked back up at him, I saw him staring right at me, and I thought something got caught in my throat because he smiled at me and said, "Then I saw you here,"

"... I see," was all I could manage. You see, this was what troubled me the most. Him appearing before me right after I kissed him, so that I could be his, was just troubling. It was troubling my thoughts, troubling my mind, and troubling my heart. It was a troubling feeling. And yet I couldn't stop.

I was so happy he came right over to me, the moment he saw me. I was so happy I got to see one of his rare smiles today, when we didn't even plan for any meet-ups. I was so happy I got to see him out of his formal attire for once and in his casual clothes, making him seem a lot younger than he looked. Everything about him made me feel all warm and fluffy, sweet and sour, inside.

"Are you standing here because of the rain?" he asked. We were currently standing in front of a coffee shop I go to very often. I might look like this but I was a big fan for coffee. And if you thought Soraru-san liked coffee, I could tell you, with so much confidence, that he absolutely hated it.

That one time I served him coffee when he was at my place, and he took a sip without knowing what it was until I watched him made a face of disgust before quickly getting his composure and putting the cup back down on my coffee table. It was so, very adorable, I couldn't help but laughed at him and he only patted my head, giving me a wry smile, saying "If only you'd smile and laugh a little more,"