A confused Cyrus questions TJ on his actions, whilst a heartbroken Jonah tries to express his feelings.
Cyrus POV
TJ kissing me had left me feeling a little annoyed. I could tell that there was a double meaning to the kiss. Seeing TJ with that smug smile on his face made me suspicious of his actions.
Me: Why did you do that?
TJ: Two reasons, first you are my boyfriend, and second, I wanted to see Jonah cry.
Me: I get the feeling you were only really doing it for the second reason.
TJ: That's not true.
Me: Why do you take so much pleasure in hurting Jonah?
TJ: Because he annoys me. He walks around as if he is the most important person in the world!
Listening to TJ describe Jonah, I felt a pit of regret. I know that Jonah is very popular, but he isn't boastful about it. He genuinely cares about people, especially Buffy, Andi and I.
Me: I'm not sure how you can say that, because no one sees Jonah like that!
TJ: Well if that's how you feel, go with him, and never speak to me again!
I didn't respond, instead I left TJ and walked over to where Jonah was. I couldn't get the guilt to go away. I made Jonah cry and that was one thing I never wanted to do to anyone. The I began to wonder, did Jonah get upset, because he liked me?
As I got closer, I heard something I never believed I would ever hear from Jonah. He was talking about me in the cutest way.
Jonah: I just care so much about him. I wish I could turn the clock back, and tell him sooner. I just want my Cy-guy back, even if it is just as a friend. I want my little Cyrus by my side forever!
Jonah POV
As I was cuddled by Buffy and Andi, my world felt as if it was collapsing. I wish I had the courage to tell Cyrus how I felt, but after what I saw, I knew I could never really do that.
I was interrupted from my thoughts by Cyrus walking over. He looked guilty, but I refused to believe that was true.
Cyrus: Um, hi guys.
Buffy: Hi Cyrus.
Andi: I see you are with TJ.
Cyrus: I WAS with TJ.
Me: What do you mean?
Cyrus: We just broke up.
Andi: Oh, sorry to hear that.
Buffy: Didn't you just kiss him?
Cyrus: He kissed me, and I didn't enjoy it.
Me: You didn't? *sniffling*
Cyrus: No, and what made it worse is that TJ told me why he did it.
Me: Why was it?
I figured that in this situation, Jonah and I would benefit from talking alone, so I politely asked Buffy and Andi if we could speak privately.
Cyrus: Girls, could you give us a few minutes to talk?
Andi: Sure, you need to clear the air.
Buffy: We'll see you later.
As the girls left, I looked into Jonah's eyes, I saw the pain on his face and there was one thing I knew I had to do.
Me: JoJo, I am so sorry.
Jonah: I'm sorry too Cy-guy.
Me: Why are you sorry?
Jonah: Because I never realised how you felt about me. I spoke to the girls and looking back, I can't believe I was so blind.
Me: It's not your fault, I never told you how I felt so how would you know?
Jonah: When you told me you were gay, I really wanted to tell you immediately that I am bisexual.
Me: Why didn't you?
Jonah: Because I thought you would think I was mocking you. I also believed that I would make it more difficult for you.
Now I was really confused, I can't believe Jonah would ever feel like he couldn't talk to me. And how would him coming out make things more difficult for me?
Jonah POV
I was feeling so vulnerable. It was great to be talking to Cyrus again, but I didn't know how to tell him my true feelings for him.
Cyrus: I would've been so happy if you told me at the same time.
Me: Really?
Cyrus: Yes, it would've been a beautiful moment, don't you think?
Me: I do.
Cyrus: I want you to know that when I saw you cry, I felt like the most horrible person in the world.
Me: It's okay.
Cyrus: No it's not. You didn't realise you were playing with my feelings, but I knew full well what I was doing and I was wrong.
Me: It took me so long to realise that I really like you Cyrus.
Cyrus: I never stopped liking you Jonah.
Me: I really want to go out with you.
Cyrus: And I want to go out with you too.
Me: So, how about it? Will you go out with me?
Cyrus: Let me think about it.
Just as I thought Cyrus would say no, he grabbed my face and pressed his lips against mine. This made me happy, as I finally knew we had a chance to make up for lost time. As we pulled apart, Cyrus answered me.
Cyrus: Yes! I would love to go out with you!
Me: Really?
Cyrus Of course! On one condition.
Me: Name it.
Cyrus: Never stop calling me your little Cyrus, I really like it when you say that.
I suddenly became red in the face as I knew what he was talking about. I chuckled a bit before reacting.
Me: You... heard that?
Cyrus: Yes, and it's the nicest way anyone's ever referred to me, my big Jonah.
Me: Docious, but you have to keep calling me your big Jonah, my little Cyrus.
Cyrus: No problem!
As we laughed, the girls walked back over to join us. I guessed that they probably listened to our conversation.
Andi: You are cute together, I wish I had a camera.
Buffy: This was your destiny boys.
Me: I know, I'm glad I realised it before it was too late.
Cyrus: It would never be too late. Fate would've got us together somehow.
I looked at my little Cyrus as he smiled and I realised that instead of Cy-guy, he was my guy, and I was never going to let that stop.
So, this was a longer story than I planned, but I think it is better across 2 parts.
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Jyrus Oneshots - Part I (COMPLETED)
FanfictionA selection of oneshots about the relationship between Jonah Beck and Cyrus Goodman. This will explore how they both feel and varies from friendship to romance. There will also be some Jasher oneshots too. Check out Jyrus Oneshots - Part II which ha...