Hold me tight | Day6 Park Sungjin (rewriting)

chapter 47

- Sungjin person of view -

2 days later in the living room

I walked into the living room around 7 pm. I haven't seen y/n the past few days. But that could be because I stayed in my room all the time and only went out to go to the bathroom. I haven't even eaten all week and I definitely needed to eat something because I felt so dizzy I wanted to sleep 24/7. I think my parents didn't notice I haven't eaten a lot because they barely spoke to me since they were extremely disappointed. The principal called them and they barely listened to what I had to say and didn't believe me either. I looked around for y/n and then when I couldn't find her I asked my mom 'She is with a friend. There was a girl calling and she told me she was there. You don't have to worry.' She said monotone. 'But she doesn't have any other friends than me, the boys and Hanna.' I already started to feel worried. What if something happened? Did she try to get the files maybe she got caught? Hmm, no that's probably not it...

I went upstairs and called the boys. Of course, none of them replied. I wouldn't have either. I decided to just go to Jae's house. He will most likely open the door.

Once I arrived at his house I immediately went upstairs. They really need to learn how to lock the door... Ok, Sungjin. That's not important right now.

'Jae!' I said when I stormed into his room and I saw he shot right up from his bed. I must've woken him up... 'Sungjin?' He asked with a sleepy voice. 'Jae, y/n is gone!' I said and he frowned 'What do you mean gone?' Jae took a shirt from his chair and pulled it on. 'I haven't seen her for two days and My mom says she's with a girlfriend which she doesn't have except Hanna.' Jae looked even more confused. I tried to explain everything and Jae decided to help me look for her. We then went to Dowoon's house, Dowoon was just like Jae, sleeping. Well, I understand because it's like 11 pm. After that to Wonpil's house. Wonpil immediately started stressing like a baby duck looking for his mommy. 

We now just had to get Youngk. We went to his house and after ringing the bell a few times he didn't open. 'I don't think his parents will like us anymore. It's 1 am and we're ringing the door like we don't have to be quiet.' Jae sighed. 'Let's try throwing rocks against his window.' Dowoon proposed. 'and then Youngk's gonna let his long hair down.' Jae said sarcastically. Dowoon looked at his feet obviously a little hurt at Jae's words. 'Dowoon, Jae didn't mean to sound rude. He's tired and worried look at him.' I told Dowoon quietly and we both saw Jae was in his own world. light from the moon reflected on us and we could see Jae well and the garden was also lighted a bit by the moonlight.

'guys' we suddenly heard Wonpil say. We looked around but we didn't see him then we looked up to Youngk's window and we saw that Wonpil had already quietly climbed in his window, how did he even do that? We soon all quickly climb inside. Youngk was for some reason still sleeping. Jae turned on the small light on his nightstand and Dowoon woke Youngk up. Youngk didn't expect it and got startled. When he saw us his eyes widened. But we also were very surprised. We've never seen Youngk been this skinny, his eyes are red and cheeks are puffy. Our expression softened when we saw him. 'What the hell are you all doing here? It's 1 am.' he whisper-shouted. We explained what happened to y/n. 'Guys I am sorry, I feel really bad. But I can't help. I can barely leave my room. I feel depressed.' tears streamed down his eyes. Then Jae gave him a hug. 'It's okay Youngk. Please rest. We will come and check on you later again.' Jae told Youngk but he was asleep again.

I've never seen him like this before...