Boku no hero academia one shots

Izuku midoriya x depressed: reader

I'm gonna let you guys know right now, is will be a hard topic for some readers. If you feel depressed or wanting to hurt yourself talk to some one you trust. Now enjoy the story.

~middle school your POV~
" why don't you take a swan dive of the roof." I heard bakugou say to Izuku. Who was on the verge of crying. Bakugou and his friends soon left and I went up to Izuku." Hey. Don't listen to him." I said to him with a light smile." What if did it he would have-" I cut him off to get his mind off of it." Come on Izuku let's get your note book." And he nodded.

We went and got his book and started to walk back to his house. I was staying with him at the moment because my parents got a hero job overseas and they didn't want me to have to move. My had asked Ms midoriya if she would watch me. And her being the kind hearted woman she is she agreed. That was 7 years ago. Not even a call from them. Or a letter. They just abandoned me. At least it was a good home  they left me in." (Y/n) what are you thinking about?" I looked over to Izuku and smiled." Nothing important."

We walked threw this tunnel when a villain showed up. Izuku and I tried to run but the villain pushed me and got Izuku." No!" I yelled tears in my eyes. I went to try to save him and that's when I felt something grab my shirt then hear" Detroit smash!" I watch as Izuku fell to the ground. I quickly squirmed our of the mans grab and up to Izuku. " come on Izuku! Wake up." I said crying. I looked back to see who saved him to see all might. I started to freak. He came up and started to pat izukus face. And he woke up and he started freaking out. When all might went to leave Izuku grabbed on him saying he needs to ask him something important. But all might didn't see before he jumped.

I ran in the way I saw them go with the help of my quirk. I quickly ran up the stairs to the building they landed on. I opened the door to see a skeleton like man and Izuku looking defeated." Izuku?" I walked up to him slowly." Oh hay (y/n)" He said sounding depressed. I turned to the skeleton man." What did you say to him!" I yelled. Knowing how he is feeling." I was just being realistic and said without a quirk he can't be a hero young lady." He said to me. This made me mad and sad." Come on Izuku. We're leaving." I said. I tried to protect him from stuff like this. He is such a happy person. And I don't want him to fall in the same blackness I was in. " (y/n) I just want to be alone." He said to me. I got sad I was being abandoned again. My mind thought. We both didn't see all might leave. Just then we both heard a boom. Izuku looked to run but looked like he remember what ever all might told him." You want to go to see it right izuku." I smiled and grabbing his hand.

We got to the site and it was the same villain. This time it had bakugou. Izuku looked scared and the other hero's couldn't do anything. Then Izuku just ran in. I watched as he threw his bag and I ran after him. I made ice go on the floor and froze a part of the villain. Izuku started to try to get bakugou out. And I was picked up by the strong armed hero. And I was all might grab Izuku and punch the villain again. The other heros got mad at us for going into the fight and they praised bakugou. I was just trying to help. I thought in my mind. After a few more words they let us go.

" Izuku please don't do that again." I said to him. As we were walking home." I'm sorry for worrying you (y/n)." He said with a smile and I smiled back to him." Young fanboy I found you." It was all night again. He went on this rant about how heros act before they think and I saw Izuku was starting to cry." Young man you can be a hero." He said to him. He told Izuku that he would give him his quirk but he had to train for it. He then turned to me." I would like it if you will be there to support him." He said to me and I nodded with a smile.

I was standing with all might as we watched Izuku work hard." So young (l/n) how are you and young midoriya close." He asked me." His family took care of me when my parents abandoned me." I said not looking at him." Are you also trying for a hero corse?" He asked me." I don't know. We will see if I make it that far." I smiled to him. He looked at me a little weird then looked at Izuku." You care about young midoriya don't you." He said to me." Yeah." I said with a small smile." You know he cares for you too young (l/n)." He said to me. My smiled fell. I don't want to hear that. I just want to see Izuku get in to his hero classes they I won't be here any more. " I'll be replaced when he goes to high school." I mumbled." What was that?" All might said to me." Oh nothing." I said with a smile.

Over the months Izuku got stronger but when we were on a run I started to feel weird." (Y/n) are you okay." He asked me. All might stopping on his scooter. I nodded and went back to running. Izuku ran by me." (Y/n) tell me what's wrong." He said to me. " nothing I'm okay." I smiled to him.

We finished the run and all might made Izuku go back to the beach. I sat down and watched him. Knowing one day I won't be able to see him again." What are you thinking young (y/n)." I looked up to all might. Should I try opening up to him. Or no. The only reason I haven't opened up to Izuku is because the other person I opened up to joked me saying I was just weak." Nothing." I said to him. I hear him sigh." You have a wall around you huh young (y/n)." He said to me." Yup." I said.

It was the day of the exam. I was waiting in my room from him to come home. I was alone. I hated being alone. I walked out to see there was a note from inko." Went to the store to get some food- love inko" I started to cry. I want to be with some one I don't want to be alone. My mind started to race. Thinking of every bad thing. How if I stuck up to Izuku I would get hit by bakugou. How I got joked for a whole year for having a fucked up mind.

I went back to my room. I put my headphones on and tried to push the thoughts away.

Izuku POV
I was healed and I got a text." Your young friend had been acting weird lately I would go check on her." It was from an unknown number but I knew it was all might talking about (y/n). I saw it too. Ever since the run. She was more distant at him and eating less. I got cleared by recovery girl and I started to walk home. I saw my moms car was gone. So that means she was alone. I walked a little faster to my apartment and opened the door. I looked around and I knocked on her door. I slowly opened it to hear kind of quite music from the kind of dark room. I walked closer to her to see she had her head phones in looking at something. I looked at what she was looking so hard at to see it was a gun. How the hell did she get it!" (Y/n)!" I grabbed her shoulder. She looked surprised. And it looked like she has been crying for a while. I pull out her headphones and hugged her." You don't have to say anything if you down want to. But your not alone anymore. I won't abandon you." I said what was on my mind that I think she needed to hear. Just then she hugged me back and she was crying on my shoulder. " you need to tell me when you are thinking like this. If you were to end your life. You would be leaving the people that care for you. Me, my mom, hell even all might cares for you." I said to her and I fell her nod with tears. If I was any minute later  I could have lost her. Come home to see the walls painted in red with her brains." Tell me were you got the gun." I said to her." From a person from America." She said." I'm getting rid of it okay." I said to her and she nodded. I sat down on her bed and told her to sit next to me. She did and I hugged her. Soon we lied down I held her close to me." Please don't scare me like that again. I don't want to picture coming home to you dead." She hugged me back.