The Enemies Blood (Kaisoo)(merman)

Chapter 38 : The Right Flower

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Kyungsoo inhaled deeply as he opened his eyes slowly, blinking the brightness away only to be met by jongins chest.
He would've flinched with anyone else on any other day but he knew instandly that it was jongin, whose arms he slept in and he knew he was safe to do so.

Instead he swallowed moving back a little to notice the prince having his arms around him which made him smile softly as he looked at jongins sleeping face.

He looked so calm and peaceful when he slept, even with his messy hair appearently he really didnt style his hair much other than brushing it back little on some days. He heard female servants talk about these kind of features and about how much they adored him for having these.

He giggled quietly when jongin scrunched his nose up as he inhaled deeply turning the other way, which was finally a sign for kyungsoo to stop day dreaming as he sat up to look around the room.

His hand landed on his forehead when he remembered what had happened yesterday, and his smile faded when he noticed how hurt his eyes felt as he blinked.

,, kyungsoo ?"

Jongin appeared aside him gently taking his hand to move it away from his forehead so he could look at him
,, are you alright ?"

,, yes " he unintentionally snapped at him which made him continue hesistantly. He wished he hadn't remembered what happened the day before.
,, why would I not be .."

,, you were having a lot of nightmares.. you wouldnt stop.. crying.. " something in kyungsoo twisted when the prince lifted his hand to let his thumb gently run over his slightly swollen eyelid while his gaze was so soft.. so caring.

The siren turned away not wanting to face jongin with his pathetic behavior and thoughts.
He couldnt believe he had let himself get lost in the memories and appear weak.
Jongin must think he was pathetic, especially if he knew that kyungsoo wanted him to keep looking at him like that.

He glared to himself at that when he moved to get up from the bed.

,, kyungsoo.." jongin followed him getting up himself to walk around the bed as he struggled trying to get his shoes on again.

,, leave me alone" the siren snapped throwing one of the shoes to hit jongin chest once he had gotten down to him. Frustrated he groaned ignoring the prince who had only sighed.

He tried to rip his hands away again when jongin took a hold of them realizing the shorter couldnt get his shoes on if he kept behaving like this.
,, listen !"

Kyungsoo frowned up at the prince expecting to hear something he would have to prepare a comeback for but instead he was met with worried eyes again.
,, I.. I'm sorry" jongin swallowed letting his hands go to take a hold of the shoe himself as he gently put it on kyungsoo foot ,, yesterday.. I started to .. to remember, I remember what happened .." hesitant kyungsoo looked at him, not really believing the words he heard as his frown slowly faded when jongin took the other shoe aswell to put it on his other foot ,, I remember the friendship we had when we were younger.. and I remember you're mother"

The siren swallowed clenching his jaw as he started to look away again when jongin let his feet go to look up at him.
,, I remember what we went though ... what you went through... "

,, you do not have a clue of what I had went through " he closed his eyes as he stood up speaking bitter to himself
,, I lost everything on that day "