Rains of Love (Celebrity Series #3)

Love 59

Chapter 59

His Love

I felt so sore after making love with Lucas countless times. Hindi ako tinantanan ng gago hanggang sa hindi kami napagod dalawa. It feels so good so I just let it be. We just did it once before and we haven't been stated for how many years now. We missed each other so much.

Sumandal ako sa headboard ng kama habang tinitingnan ang singsing sa daliri ko. Nakatapi lang sa katawan ko ngayon ang makapal na kumot habang nasa tabi ko naman si Lucas, nakahiga pero nakaharap ang buong katawan sa akin. Yakap-yakap niya ang buong hita ko habang nakabaon sa gilid ng beywang ko ang mukha niya.

I sighed and put down my hand to his arm that wrapped around my legs.

"This is the second time when I thought you are engaged to Daisy. Iyong una, nakita ko sa isang news source na engage ka sa kanya kaya nainis ako ng sobra noong sinabi mong susuyuin mo ako. Pangawala, itong recent lang. Pagkatapos kong umalis sa firm mo. Paano 'yong pinakauna? Bakit may ganoong announcement?"

"I didn't know about that. Mayroon ba?"

"Mayroon. Nakita ko nga, diba?" Tumaas ang kilay ko.

He chuckled huskily and kissed my skin. "I really don't know, baby. Binasa mo ng maayos? I'm sure that's just useless rumors. Ganyan ang ibang media. They'll assuming things and published it to gain publicity. Don't believe on that kind of news source. You used to know that..."

"Malay ko ba kasi? I was gone for three years. Anong alam ko sa mga nangyayari sa'yo rito?"

He raised his face at me and stared at me with gentleness. "I'm just here all the years. Build myself, work so hard, did everything to be better while patiently waiting for you. Because I want to be more better when time comes that you already found yourself... and ready to settle down with me."

He knows. He knows the reason why I chose to break up with him and went outside the country. It's so amazing how patience he is. How sacrificing he was, and how he can love a woman this way. He loves me so much... Matagal ko ng alam 'yon pero habang patagal ng patagal, mas lalong iyong lumalala. It seems impossible already kaya halos hindi ko pa mapaniwalaan.

His love for me might too much and overflowing, but it never went out very suffocating. It didn't went out as very territorial and possessive love. Instead, it remains forgiving, sacrificing and letting go.

The love that instead of holding each other tightly to grow, it was being freed so that it can grow alone. It can grow separately... and beautifully.

He knows I was in Australia but he didn't chase me because he knew I needed to grow alone. I needed to find myself, to overcome my insecurity off my body. He is very amazing. He loves magnificently that I came falling over and over with him again.

I smiled to myself and caressed his hair. It feels so soft. Napangiti ako dahil pakiramdam ko'y nahehele siya ng sobra sa ginagawa ko.

"May tanong ako..." I said, still caressing his hair.

"Hm? What is it?" he suddenly sounds sleepy.

I sighed. "That night in the bar... when I kissed random guy. I saw you kissing Daisy's lips."

Natigilan siya at nagtaas ng kilay sa akin. Mukhang biglang nabadtrip dahil sa sinabi kong may kahalikan akong random na lalaki.

"Are you sure I really kissed her?"

"Well..." I shrugged nervously. "She kissed you, alright. Lalapitan na sana kita no'n dahil nakakainggit ang kasweetan ninyong dalawa..."

Umirap ako nang makaramdam agad ng iritasyon.