When We Were Young

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Hello hello again! Sorry once again for late update, this time I have a reason because my phone broke and the updates that I drafted isn't the online updated version once I have to edit some errors again. I'm sorry once again.

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• Park Ahra •

I woke up late and started my day like normal, until I remembered I have to go with my sister on that concert once again.

I'll agree to this for the last time since I'm sure Jaemin won't spot me since the venue is big, there are thousands of girls out there.

I went down to the kitchen, my sister is already dressed up for her next concert "morning eomma, Sora-ya" I greeted them 'Goodmorning' even it's already 11AM.

"Are you alright now Ahra?" Eomma asked me, Sora also looks at me, I simply nod to eomma "is it ok if you go with your sister today? Her friend can't go with her today, but your brother will go with her tomorrow" I just nod to her with tired expression.

"Yes, I'll go with her today" I replied to eomma with a weak smile, Sora looks down "cheer up kid, I'm fine" I patted Sora's back.

After eating lunch, I went back to my room to change into some jeans and some random blouse, we had to go to the venue since we still have to wait in line. I agreed with her since I don't want her to see the weak side of me.

After I finished with preparing, I joined her in the living room and then minutes later we left the house.

I decided to have a short run to Starbucks for some iced drinks and also for some muffins since we have to line later.

While me and Sora waited for our order in the drive thru Sora looked at me with a sad look "I'm sorry if this had to happen to you" she looks down.

"It's not your fault, and it's also about time to see him and end things with him officially" I smiled to her "you shouldn't be sorry since it's you birthday" she just nod weakly with a pouty face, I just let out a giggle because of her face.

Our order finally came to the drive thru window, also my receipt came. I drive away the drive thru as soon as I got everything, and I continue to drive to the venue.

When we arrived at the venue, there are more people than I expected and perfect timing when we arrived people are already started to pour into the venue, our seat was near the stage, the mini stage in the middle was just right in front of us.

I only seat comfortably, surfing through social media. Sipping some news and some of the iced tea I got from Starbucks, I also started to munch my muffin.

I started to eat like I'm just sitting at home, surfing the Internet, but reality strikes when the venue started to turn off the lights. That's the cue, my sweet tea time is ruined.

Sora and the other girls shoots up from their seats and started to wave their stupid Minecraft lights, I also had one, but it's just dangling on my wrist.

The girls are roaring like a total mad kids, like I think I'm going deaf after this concert. Thanks Jaemin and his friends I'm goin deaf by the end of 2019.

After I finished my tea, I decided to stand up and Sora suddenly force me into the steel fence, she even asked me to wave the stoopeed Minecraft light up, while I just wave it lazily.

The song when soft and people are still scream AF, while I held 2 lights like I'm about to traffic a damn plane to park on the terminal while my sister is busy taking a video because they went close to us, I don't know who, but one thing I know is he is an Idol.

Girl around us started to scream louder while their hands are stretched out, something cold suddenly touched my wrist and Sora was looking at me, I looked back to her and she signaled me to look up.

Jaemin was standing on the other side of the barricade in front of me, putting a bracelet on me. He also hands me a ball and I just took it then gave it to Sora. He saw me gave Sora the ball and he smiled to me.

Time passed by and the damn freaking concert finally ended and I drove back to our house, Sora scrambles onto her bag while I just look at her.

She hands me a paper that is something and also a the ball Jaemin hands me "I think this belongs to you and I notice there is something in it" I took the paper and the ball from her "why don't you read it first? I'll go in the house for you and some privacy?" I nodded to her then she left me in the car.

It was a letter.

Give this to Ahra.

It was written on top. I opened the later.

My Ahra, I know I don't have the rights to call you mine because I'm not sure myself if I still belong to you or you still belong to me. 4 years passed and you probably have someone else already. Ahra I'm already an idol, I belonged to NCT Dream group now, I don't know if you will be proud of me. Ahra I felt so bad blocking all your calls and text that time, when I looked back, you are already gone, the moment I looked for you, you were in Philippines that time. I thought you're gonna stay there for good, but seeing you made me happy and sad because I just remembered the things I did back then.

I don't know if you can forgive me, but I still love you and you became more prettier than the last time I saw you.

You are shining bright.

I love you so much, and please forgive me for the stupid mistake I ever did.