When We Were Young

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• Park Ahra •

Me and Jeno went out to buy ice cream and some other snacks that they wanted also to leave for them before I leave their dorm, we are now driving to the nearest store.

"Before you leave, you are not going to talk to Jaemin?" He asked to start a conversation while the drive.

"I don't have any reason to talk to him Jen" I calmly replied to him "it was his choice to turn his back on me once again" I added.

"I hope you take care when you are away" Jeno lightly said to me and it made me smile "please be happy when you're away" I nod without looking at him.

I parked the car in front of the nearby store and faced Jeno "Thanks Jen, you're the only one who always tries to be in my situation and look what I'm stepping at" I patted his shoulder "I hope you guys will stop fighting because of me" I smiled to him and he also smiles back.

I took of my seat belt and Jeno also did the same, I stopped him before he could open his door "I'll go buy it alone" I told him and he raised his brow "I don't want you to be caught with me and things will get bad" Jeno only nods and I left him inside the car while I go buy ice creams for some idiots.

Huang Renjun

When Jeno and Ahra left, the dorm became lifeless again, Chenle and Jisung became silent, Jaemin and Haechan didn't bother to have a glance of each others like we are all strangers who agreed to talk when Ahra is here.

"Jaemin hyung" Jisung called him out to take his attention "have you thought about having a family? Or maybe someone younger you will take care?" We all turned to Jisung to his sudden question.

"That's too absurd Jisung-ah!" Haechan spoke before Jaemin did "we are not yet old enough to have a family" Jisung only sighed.

"Why you suddenly ask?" I asked him in a calm way.

"Nothing" he only smiled "you don't have to worry about it, it's something private" we only nod and respect his privacy.

Maybe Ahra told him something we didn't know?

I looked at Chenle who just shrugged who is clueless of what's happening.

Na Jaemin

After Haechan saved me from that question, we all turned silent again, no one bothered to speak.

Maybe Ahra told Jisung about our dead baby?

Maybe that's why he asked me about that all sudden.

I hate to admit, but I wish that child is not dead. I could've take good care of the baby or maybe take care of Ahra while she is caring the child.

Now she is leaving for good once again.

I will never get to see her again.

Park Ahra

We came back in the dorm, extremely quiet dorm.

"What happened?" I asked them while putting down the thing we brought for them, Chenle only shrugged cluelessly.

"Enjoy you snack guys!" I said before I opened the box of pizza to take out some.

"Ahra!" Renjun took all our attentions to him "how about we all have open forum today and it will all stay in here?" They all turned to me like animals.

"Yeah! Sure! Why not?" Chenle smiled brightly like he has something to ask.

"I've been waiting for this" Haechan smirked full of evilness "Did you have a crush on Jeno before? And Jeno do you have a crush on Ahra?" Chenle and Jisung look at me with challenging faces, I looked at Jeno who is waiting.

"I was attracted to Jeno's smile, but now you guys are like a brother to me now" I proudly answer to Haechan and the others, then they suddenly look at Jeno like they are waiting for something.

"Be honest Jeno before it's too late" Haechan tease him and Jeno just rolled his eyes.

"I do like Ahra, but I respect her so back off!"

"Ok thank you for answering, next is Huang Renjun" Haechan spoke again "same question" Renjun smacked his head right away "just answer the question if you are not hiding something" he raising his tone on Renjun while massaging his head.

"Ahra is an amazing person and who wouldn't?" Renjun winked to me playfully and I winked back to him.

Haechan turned to ChenJi and he just look away to them "you guys are still kids and you still think like a baby" he wave off his hand.

"Jaemin-ah!" He patted Jaemin, Jeno suddenly patted my knee secretly "if Ahra will give you another chance, what will you do?"

Lee Jeno

I noticed Ahra seemed uncomfortable about Haechan's question to Ahra.

"I will do everything for her to give her the happiness she deserves" he answered while looking at Ahra who is uncomfortable while looking down "but I know that is impossible and no need for her to bother because I'm letting her go for good" he stood up from where he was sitting.

"I'll give you guys some time to have fun" he smiled to me before he left, Renjun slapped Haechan once again.

"Noona! If we invite you to our concert again will you come?" Chenle brightly asked Ahra to remove all the toxic air in this room.

"I will see what I can do" Ahra replied to him and they both have a high five.

"We will find you in Canada just for you to come and see us" Jisung cheered loudly that made Ahra laugh, all she did was nod to Jisung.

For the rest of the day, all we did was watch movies with Ahra, tells story and stuffs, she also instructed us something once she is gone since no one is going to look after us anymore.

She also suggested that she will also leave homemade foods by her before she leaves the dorm that made Jisung and Chenle happy.

Haechan is also ready to leave once Ahra is gone since he is only after for the food in here and having someone who he can annoy with.

"All those months with you guys are amazing" Ahra spoke while we are having dinner in the living room sitting on the floor in front of the couch "I hope you guys will continue to work hard in the future and never look back to your mistakes, if you made a mistake much better to forget then make it more better" we all nod to what she said, Renjun smiled to her sincerely.

"I noticed that Renjun has been sincere to Ahra ever since she came" Haechan started to raise his brow "look at him?" He started to point at Renjun who is smiling to Ahra.

"Ahra is the only one who can understands me and who can keep secrets also keeps my blood pressure steady" Renjun started fuming to Haechan who is now laughing of Renjun's reaction "after all she is a girl" Jisung innocently added that made Renjun and Chenle agree with him.

"I hope you can still maintain your blood pressure when Ahra is not here" I joked to him and sent me glares "chill out dude!" I held up my hands for sign of giving up.

Hyunmo hyung came in with some plastic bags on his hands that are perhaps some food to add "where is Jaemin?" He asked while scanning us all "He said he is not hungry" Jisung answered his question.

Hyung went to find him in his room while we all stayed back and continue our conversation.