Without You

chapter 2

Ashton pov

As I walked into the cafe I saw the woman I had practically rip out of Henderson's mouth last night. She doesn't notice me come in though she's too caught up in the conversation she's having with Haze who does notice me coming in and gives me a quick glance 

"Why didn't any of you guys stop me?" I hear the oh-so-familiar voice practically yell as I come closer Haze must be telling her about last night. Not surprised she doesn't remember it. She smelled heavily of booze when I picked her up. 

Haze starts "we all tried you wouldn't let go. It wasn't till Ash sorry Ashton stepped in and" I send him a glare and he stops in time she starts ordering still not noticing me right beside her

 "iced caramel macchiato and 2 large muffins please" she orders her usually hangover meal as I pull out my card to pay I see her go to get her wallet so I grab her wrist to stop her while handing the cashier my card as she looks up at me towering over her and rips her wrist from my hold glaring at me

 "somebodys in a mood" I say knowing damn well what those glasses on her face mean but not caring one bit I love messing with her 

 "you know I can pay for myself I'm not broke" she says I can feel the sass rolling off her tongue so I decide to return it 

"god you know most girls would be grateful to have their breakfast paid for let alone paid for by 2 time motocross world champ and the hottest guy on campus" 

"well you know I'm not like most girls Ashton'' she says

 "that you are not Blake" I say

 she's right she isnt never has and never will be that's what makes her Blake MY Blake. Since we were kids she hasn't been like most girls. Most girls in elementary school wanted to be princesses and ballerinas. She wanted to be a professional skateboarder or "mind doctor" as she put it; she always wanted to know all of our secrets, especially mine but she could never seem to figure out my most obvious one that I am hopelessly in love with Blake Marie Stone. 

She tried to walk away from me but I followed not far behind "you'll never be able to escape me Blake'' I told her as I sat across from her in the booth she had chosen

 She didn't respond; she was too deep in thought, staring off in the distance. I just stared at her admiring her and wondering what she was thinking about. Was she thinking about me? I always hoped she thought about me like I thought about her. Not long after she broke my stare 

"thank god you're finally here so I don't have to be alone with him any longer" I look up to see Haze sliding into the booth next to her as he laughs at her statement 

 "you know you love me" I say to her with a smirk 

"whatever lets you sleep at night Ashton'' she rebuttals but she has no idea how right she is

She gets up and goes to grab her coffee and muffins and leave the cafe. as she walks away I get up and yell 

"hey aren't you forgetting something?" holding my arms wide open I see her look around confused she looks up and yells back 

"Nope" before noticing what I'm doing 

"in your dreams Ashton'' she says to me 

¨one day baby one day¨ I say to myself as she walks away so she can't hear me

 As soon as she leaves I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket I look down to see a text from Vivian one of my random hookups from last week wanting me to come over it reads 

¨Hey Babe none of the girls are home wanna come over ;)" seeing as I'm craving physical touch right now because Blake left me hanging 

I text back ¨be there in 10¨

 I walk up the steps of the all too familiar sorority house and into Vivians bedroom where she waits for me already undressed I can feel the growth in my pants perk up when I see her she wastes no getting my pants undone and starts going down on me as she plunges me deep into her throat I commanded her 

¨Bed¨ she gets back up on the bed and lays on her back I rub my growth on her opening before I go in feeling how wet she has become. I plunge myself deep inside her making her let out a moan. I keep stroking in and out of her till I can feel myself start to peak and I pull out and come undone all over her stomach. 

Quickly putting my pants back on and mentally scolding myself for that not being Blake I just came undone all over god I need to stop doing this I don't like Vivian I want no I NEED Blake. I head out leaving Vivan to clean up the mess I just made of her and heading back to my dorm room

As I walk in I'm greeted by my roommate Trevor loudly playing music and doing his homework for the day 

¨hey bro where you been? Finally hook up with that hottie Blake I saw you carrying around last night?¨ he says over the music 

I groan at him ¨shut up. Blakes not a hottie and you know she's off limits bro plus I was only carrying her around to save her the embarrassment of making out with Henderson much longer¨

 ¨cool it bro just wondering. So whose room you just come from then?¨ he says defensively

 ¨Vivans¨ I stated 

¨Damn bro booty call this early it's barely noon¨ he says judgementally 

¨Hey she texted me I just simply compiled¨ now i was on the defensive 

¨whatever you got to do bro¨ he responds as he turns up the music 

I make my way over to my bed and crash. I've gotten used to sleeping with the music. Trevor does it all the time.