Without You

Chapter 15

Blake pov

Caroline and I enter the den where the boys sit watching the game Josh clearly more into it than Ashton he's never been a football boy motorbikes is really more his thing and football used to not be Josh's thing either but after his accident he had to find something else to watch no matter how much he talks about it with Ashton motocross is just too painful for Josh to watch.

 "HEYYY BOYS'' caroline exclaims loudly

 "what care" Josh says a little annoyed at us interrupting the game

 "tomorrow were going clubbing so be prepared for a night of blackouts and makeouts'' caroline says 

"okay care that sounds like fun we'll be there" Ashton responds

is he okay with this we've barely been over 2 hours I Purley okayed this trip out so caroline wouldn't get suspicious I guess we meant nothing to him well don't I feel stupid I guess I'll just have to make him jealous to make him see what he's missing out on. I go back into the kitchen and finish helping with dinner we set the table and called the boys from the den we sit at the table caroline taking the seat next to josh and maria leaving me to take the seat next to the douche of a man Ashton Baylor I scoot my chair as far away as I can dinner is silent for a while til caroline pipes up 

"so Blake are you excited to go out tomorrow and get your head off of that fuck boy" 

"Yeah I'm pretty excited he was a douche didn't really care about me so I'm ready to not care about him" I say "wow well I'm sure he wasn't that bad you're being a little harsh Blake" Ashton says I roll my eyes and caroline gives us a curious glance

 "no Ashton I don't think you understand he was the absolute worse only wanted me for my body and then didn't want to tell anybody about us" I say Ashton gives a sort of confused look

 "I think I do understand Blake but I think if you asked this guy before judging him he would tell you that he would shout it from the rooftops that he's yours and that he likes you for more than your body he loves you for your mind too" Ashton says

  did he just say what I think he said I don't say anything else in shock of what he told me just then even if everybody else's doesn't know it WE do. Dinner goes on for the next half hour with mindless chatter I don't engage in still thinking of Ashtons words "he LOVES you" was I wrong to judge him as I did does he really care or is this just some trick to get me back with him under his spell so he came just fuck and dump me like he does other girls these thoughts stay with me the rest of the night I laied in bed thinking of them at night I fell asleep thinking of them "shout it from the rooftops" & "he LOVES you".