Without You

Chapter 54

When we pull into our driveway I let go of Ashton's hand waking him "are we here" he says groggily

"yep were here" I say getting out of the car heading to the back to get my things

"I know you are not about to touch those bags" I hear him say from behind me

"I was planning on it" I turn to him and say

"When you're with me you will never touch anything got it?"

"yes love" I say brushing his arm as I walk away entering the house I hear a commotion coming from the kitchen walking in Josh flips his head towards me and stops talking my mom and Heather look at me to

"hey there honey" my mom says to me

"hey mom what were you guys talking about"

"nothing where's Ashton"

"he unloading our bags"

"Hey guys" Ashton says entering the kitchen

"Hey hon" my mom greets him but Josh doesn't even acknowledge him

"How are you" Ashton says now looking at Josh who still refuses to even acknowledge he's there

"were good" Heather says I look at Josh he's looking at the counter and now it's making me mad because he's being immature and dumb he can't fathom that I could love Ashton just because that his best friend and worst of all its hurting Ashton

"what about you Josh how are you" I say he looks at me and gets up walking past Ashton he knocks him in the shoulder saying

"why don't you ask him" as he passes I look at Ashton and see he's shocked Josh has never done anything like that to him before I lean up to his ear and whisper

"my room 10 minutes" turning back to my family I say "I'm gonna go get settled in" with a smile, I leave the room grabbing my bags I go upstairs into my room I unpack a little while waiting for Ashton only getting out the important things like our special friend placing it on the bathroom sink then sitting on my bed on my phone waiting for his arrival a bit later my door creaks open I put my phone down and sit up

"I can't believe he did that in front of them" he says

"im sorry love that was not fair of him"

"This is between the three of us" he says laying down on my bed I crawl up on top of him straddling him

"He needs to talk to you about this privately"

"and get over it" he says pushing my hips down on him I start kissing down his neck

"baby I can't do this right now" he says rolling over on top of me

"really?"

"really"

"that's not what your bodies telling me" I say looking down at his pants

"shut up" he says looking down at me

"shut me up then"

"god your stubborn"

"quite but I'm only trying to help you relieve some tension" he rolls his eyes at me then slams his lips onto mine things quickly heating up from there to a steamy makeout session rubbing on each other while we fight for dominance with our tongues I pull away before things go any further

"is something wrong" Ashton asks me

"We can't do this here" I say slipping out from under Ashton he sits on my bed and looks at me with disappointment I extend my hand to him

"The bathroom has a better lock and a surprise" I say he places his hand in mine and I lead him to the bathroom when he gets in I close the door and lock it he picks me up and places me on the counter resuming our makeout session I reach down beside me and pull back

"Remember this" I say showing Ashton the toy that's in my hand

"of course I do" he says with a devilish smile on his face using a knee to spread my legs so he can stand in between and press himself up against me brushing his hand in my hair holding on he pulls back

"I want you to use it on yourself" he says turning it on and moving my hand to where he wants it going back to kissing me swirling tongues I start to moan in his mouth feeling his lips curl into a smile he reaches down and turns it off I look at him and then he shoves two fingers into me making me moan again he makes come hither motions in me as I start to grind on him taking my hand I start to rub him fast the more he pleases me the faster I stroke him in no time I start to peak

"Baby I'm gonna"

"I know" I say then we come undone in the hands of each other together afterward he leans on my shoulder as I rest my head on his chest

"you feel better now" I say to him with a giggle

"much" he says wrapping my hands around his neck and my legs around his torso he picks me up

"let's go cuddle" he says taking to my bed laying down on top of me I cover us with a blanket and quickly fall fast asleep.