Chapter 44

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Ashton's pov

When I left coaches house I just walked back to my dorm with my head down thinking of what he said about letting go I can't just let go that's not who I am and if I let go Blake might just think that I don't care but I do care I care a lot I love her I have to show her that. So no, I can't just let her go. I'm gonna fight for her even if that means fighting her. I continue my walk back to my dorm and when I get there there's a small crowd waiting for me composed of Trevor, Bret, and Cole I say nothing as I approach them continuing to say nothing as I enter the room walking past them I hear them follow me in and feel their eyes on me as I make my way around the room looking for Advil for my headache failing to find it I turn to them 

"Trev where's the Advil" I ask him then holding up his hand to show that he's holding the bottle i walk over and snatch it from him popping some 

"So are you gonna talk about it" Trevor questions me 

"nope" I say grabbing my towel and heading to the shower closing and locking the door so they can't come in and bug me

 I get in the shower letting the water hit me soothing the headache from my hangover I see why Blake does this it does help I take probably an hour shower mainly to avoid the boys who I know are sitting outside the door with multitudes of questions about last night I finally decided to get out when Bret knocks on the door 

"Are you dead?" he says I open the door almost making Bret fall because he was leaning on it they all three look at me 

"I really don't want to talk about it guys" 

"you're gonna have to sometime bro" 

"maybe get me drunk again and I'll spill all my secrets" I say a bit harshly 

"Ash stop" Cole says 

"What happened to the guy I knew sophomore year who didn't drink and had no care in the world I miss that guy" he asks 

"that guy left when she did" I tell him putting on sweatpants 

"dude she's just a girl" Trevor says 

"no 'dude' she's not just a girl she's MY girl my dream girl the girl I've been in love with since freshman year of high school when she drunkenly kissed me in my living room" I see the three of them smile evilly 

"so we didn't have to get you drunk to talk just mad" Bret says I glare at the three of them knowing he's right but not wanting to say it I climb into bed and close my eyes 

"you got what you wanted so could the three of you leave so I can sleep my pain off" I say hearing the door to the room shut I drift into a deep sleep 

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