Without You

Chapter 61

I roll over hitting Ashton on the chest waking me from my sleep I pick up his phone to look at the time 8 am December 25 I place it back down on the charger and start to wake Ashton in the nicest way I think I could by showering him with kisses all over his body making him twitch revealing his sensitive spots he slowly arises from his slumber as I approach his most sensitive spot below his waistline before I can reach it though he cups my face in his hands and raises my face to his showering me with kisses top to bottom cheek to cheek 

"you know I wasn't done" I say to him throwing sass into my tone 

"well I made you stop anyway" he says dominating over me I roll back over to my back as Ashton gets out of bed 

"where are you going sir" I ask 

"to take a shower you coming" 

"um, I don't know" I say 

"Blake" he says sternly so I look up at him "it wasn't much of a question" he says I quickly jump out of bed and head to him he takes my hand holding it up to look at smiling he kisses my knuckles then showing me my hand "make sure to take this off so you don't lose it" 

"of course my love" I say kissing him on the cheek

 I look at him and see the look of shock he always gets when I do something like that. it's like even after we've done all these things after I've said that I like him and only want him after I accepted his proposal he still can't believe that I just did that that I'm with him I honestly love it. I slip the ring off of my hand and place it on the bathroom counter looking up into the mirror I see a shirtless Ashton push his body up against mine I smile and close my eyes opening them when I feel his hands on me lifting my shirt over my head he then proceeds to kiss on me making my body riddle with goosebumps and my heartbeat twice as fast a smile creeps up onto my face and I push it back turning around I place both hands on Ashton's chest 

"shower time there are people waiting on us" I say

 I hear Ashton grunt and groan as I make my way into the shower he slowly joins me as I start to wash feeling his hands in my hair massaging my head I let myself drift a bit but quickly snap back to reality rinsing my hair. Ashton then proceeds to make more advances letting his hands fall down my body then make their way back up 

"do you need something sir" I ask him 

"you" he responds 

"We have no time for what you want to do this is a family holiday and we got one waiting on us" I say to him 

"I know it's a family holiday that why im trying to make one" I spin around rendered speechless my mouth open a little in shock 

"Ashton Kendrick Baylor you did not just say that" 

 "so what if I did" he says taking a step closer 

"I don't know what has gotten into you but just because you put a ring on this finger" I say holding up my left hand and pointing to my ring finger "does not mean that you get to act differently it does not mean that you can treat me any sort of way that you want" I say getting pissed that he's acting this way

 I turn back around and finish my shower without saying another word to him clearly mad I get out and wrap myself in a towel walking out of the bathroom and to my room so I don't have to see him. I get dressed in an outfit I know he'll hate a tight red crop top and black leggings hugging every dip and curve. I go downstairs and find everyone in the living room talking I sit myself in a chair so Ashton can't be by me and don't say a thing I can't believe he's acting this way I mean why the hell was he acting like he that. That's not the Ashton I know that's a different Ashton than the one I fell in love with 

"Hey, are you okay" Josh asks standing in front of me 

"yeah im fine" 

"really you were just scowling" 

"im okay I promise" 

"do I need to go fuck him up because I will just say the word" 

"no Josh im fine just a little p'd off thats all" 

"okay if you say so sis" as josh sits down Ashton comes into the room wearing his gray sweats outlining him perfectly and a white top a little wet from the shower water making little windows for his perfectly toned abdomen to peek through I roll my eyes and cross my arms below my chest to push it up. As gifts start getting handed out I side eye Ashton taking notice of his staring I don't say anything and let him it's more torturous for him than it is for me. When we are done unwrapping present and mom clean up crew is underway Ashton turns to me and asks 

"where's my present" 

"i'm going to give you yours later" i say hearing caroline give out a little giggle i look to Ashton and see he has a smile on his lips certainly imagining what it could be i just roll my eyes and walk out of the room as i round the corner to the fouger i feel a hand on my arm swinging me up against the wall

"why are you acting like this" he asks me 

"like what" 

"you know what and why are you dressed like this" he says looking me up and down 

"why are you dressed like that" i say looking him up and down 

"excuse you im not the one dressed like a whore" 

"oh really im dressed like a whore is that why you were treating me like on this morning" 

"that's what this is about the shower" 

"i'm sorry if i gave you the impression that you could treat me like a piece of meat" 

"whoa whoa whoa Blake hold on your mad that i was horny and you weren't" 

"no i'm mad that you kept trying to come onto me when i clearly didn't want it" 

"baby all you had to say was no i'm sorry i made you feel that way" i groan at him and roll my eyes  

"you know i hate you sometimes" 

"i can tell" 

"but seriously why are you dressed like this" i say looking down to his perfect outline 

"to be comfortable" 

"is that really why" i say brushing over him showing notice that i noticed his outline 

"why are you dressed like this" he says looking down at me 

"to make you mad did it work" i ask 

"is that even a question" he says touching my hips i push them up against him and devilishly smile at him fading into his baby blues making me black out what had happened and the fact that i was mad drifting lovingly into his body 

"do we need to take this to the bedroom" he asks me making me snap back to reality 

"no" i state in a slightly offended tone pulling away from him and turning to go to my room looking behind me to make sure he's not following seeing him in the same place i left him in a state of frozen shock.