I wake the next morning to a half-empty bed it feels weird of all my times sleeping in this bed it's never been this empty somebodies always been there for a long time I thought it was caroline but it was always Ashton did he really mean what he said last night about loving me and if so why isn't he here is he that pissed at me for ending things? I did it for us so we wouldn't waste our time with each other and we wouldn't have to lie to everyone
I get up from bed to go take a shower turning on the water playing my music I get in I let the water wet my head to toe it's therapeutic in a way the warm water and my playlist going just the refresher I needed rinse away that boy I spend a good thirty minutes in there singing away my hurt and washing away my sins I get out into the steamy bathroom wrapping myself in a big black towel I wipe the steam away from the mirror to look at myself as I do I notice a tall mass behind me I turn around looking this 6'1" boy in the eyes
"you know you make it real hard to stay away" Ashton says
"I don't think so I think you make it hard for yourself by staring and walking in while I'm showering" I say
"well, how can I not stare have you seen yourself"
"ugh it's not hard I don't stare at you"
"that's because you don't see me like I see you"
"whatever Ashton just get out so I can change" I say pushing past him into my room
"okay whatever you want darling"
"don't call me that"
"you didn't mind when I called you that the other day"
"ugh that's different I'm over it now"
"how's it different"
"momentary lapse of judgment" I say
Ashton mocks getting hurt by my words putting his hands over his heart "ow Blake ow"
"shut up and get out" I say pointing towards the door he walks out closing the door behind him I flop on my bed putting my hands over my face contemplating my life and what was happening what the fuck have I done I mean he's such a pest he doesn't even like me but he enjoys playing with me like that. I sit up on my bed
"Do I like him?" I say to myself
"no no I couldn't I don't" standing up walking to my closet to get dressed for the day just putting on some pink sweats and a white top since it's just a lazy day at home I walk downstairs to greet everyone good morning
"morning familia" I say
"well someone's chipper today" caroline says
"Morning honey" my mom says
"yes I am I slept very well last night my bed just felt bigger it was great" I say looking towards Ashton "well that's great I'm glad you slept well" Ashton says
"ak you realize that it's noon and no longer morning right" Heather says
"yes Heather I do realize that" I move to the fridge and pull out thanksgiving leftovers from last night I grab THE cupcakes I unwrap one and take a bite I turn around to see Ashton staring at my mouth god could he be any more obvious he then gets up off the stool he is sat on and walks over towards me he reaches behind me to the plate of cupcakes momentarily pinning me against the fridge he takes one unwraps it looking me dead in the eyes taking a bite signifying that two can play at this game
"These taste even better than I remember" Ashton says
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