Without You

Chapter 32

As I pull up to the track I hear the buzz of the bikes going and feel it in my soul, an invigorating feeling like no other. Maybe that's why it's addicting because nothing and no one can give me this feeling, not even Blake. I get out of my car and walk towards the gate the buzz of the bike becoming deafening as I near the pit I see all the boys gathered round talking I sneak up on them easily as they are in conversation 

"I know Derek's run was good a little low on that last jump though" I say interjecting myself into the conversation 

"yeah that's right Ash Ash?!" one of the guys Cole says making the conversation halt and all their attention turns to me

 "you're back already? I was enjoying you being gone the ladies gave some of us a try for once" Kyle says 

"well Kyle maybe if you won some races the ladies would always give you the time of day" I retort 

"ooo Burn" the guys around us say 

"so how was your trip? I know Blake went with you, how's she?" another one of the guys Bret asks 

"what Blake went with you I didn't know that explains why I couldn't find her hey can you ask her if she's ready to ride the kyle train" kyle says 

"no you pig and you didn't know because it didn't concern you" I say

 "so to answer your questions Bret the trip was actually really good and Blake is fine I think she had fun too" I say smiling at the mention of Blakes name 

"Is there something we should know?" Cole asks me

 "yeah like did you finally make your move on her?" Bret adds

 "What!?" kyle says before quickly getting shut down by the other guys 

"shut up Milferred" they say referring to Kyle by this oh so embarrassing last name

 "well since you guys brought it up you can't tell her that I told you but there might be a little something going on"

 "tell us more" Bret says egging me on 

 "I can't I already said too much she doesn't want people to know yet" 

"okay but there is something going on like y'all hit some bases" 

"yes there is something going on it's not just in my head"

 "so what base you make it to" 

"I can't tell you that she'd kill me"

 "Okay you don't have to tell me just nod when I say the base you made it to" 

"okay fine"

 "1st... 2nd... 3rd.." I nod when he mentions third base 

"holy shit man you move fast" Bret says surprised at what we did 

"It wasn't all the way just some" 

"whats third base if not full sex" he asks me

 "bro I can't say anything" 

"okay so just nod when I say it anal... the sitting duck... handjob... head?" I give Bret a strange looks as he lists off the sexual activities what the hell has this guy been doing in his spare time I nod when he says head and his eyes widen 

"holy hell dude first you or her second was she good" 

"one both and two yes extremely" 

"not fair why does she want to be with you and not me" Kyle wines 

"oh, I don't know maybe she wants a man who has accomplished something and not a whiny little boy" 

"ugh whatever we'll see in the long run who she ends up with because your nothing other than a cheat Baylor" 

"Whatever you say Kyle I'm going to go ride now anyone up" yeahs echo as the other guys repeat each other 

I walk over to my bike that's parked in the garage hopping on and kicking up the kick stand I ride my Blue beauty out to the track 

"you guys ready for some friendly competition" cole yells to all of us

 "whoa, Ash you gonna put on a helmet" I hear yelled from the sidelines I turn to look who it is

 "Coach im fine Lakes never failed me and she's not gonna start now" I yell back at my coach

 "whatever Ash it's your career" coach yells at me 

"Gentlemen start your engines" the voice shouts over the speaker prompting the purring of all our bikes to start BEEP... BEEP... we hear the 1st and 2nd sounds go off making us all get in ready position and then bwAAhp the sound of the starting horn blares and we all take off hitting the gas I take the first turn sharp letting some of the other guys make it in front of me I don't know if its the competitor in me or my scholarship that set ablaze in me but after that turn, I kicked it in high gear taking the next jumps hard flying in the sky landing and speeding in front of the other guys doing some tricks in the air at the next jumps pulling out a couple of whips and backflip and drifting into the finish line to make first place everyone trickling in behind me